It really was beautiful, but I never have much fun at a pride parade. Too many mixed emotions wash over me sadly
Why mixed?
Because the world is not always as welcoming and nice as it is there and because of general feelings about myself. I am not the person I want to be, I don't really ever feel accepted or included, I can't accept myself either and I am super socially awkward and introverted which makes almost all interactions I have painful
Looks beautiful, hope you had fun!
It really was beautiful, but I never have much fun at a pride parade. Too many mixed emotions wash over me sadly
Why mixed?
Because the world is not always as welcoming and nice as it is there and because of general feelings about myself. I am not the person I want to be, I don't really ever feel accepted or included, I can't accept myself either and I am super socially awkward and introverted which makes almost all interactions I have painful