Reverse oceangate expedition

That I graduated high school, have a job, and changed my name. Instead of being locked away in a group home where I'm forced to stagnate at mentally 6 years old, and also punished for being mentally 6 instead of older.

Changed my name from what some family's abusive mother gave me, got a job at Amazon, on my way to move out and never see that family again. ✂️👔

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Do you not have unlimited data? I used to use metered as it was "cheaper" at "$27/month" but costed more in terms of stress and using 6 gigs made the bill cost $80 when unlimited is a constant $60/month.

I'd rather have slower unlimited 😅 if it's as fast as library wifi then that's all I need.

And drivers who speed out of their driveway

More like bow-ring! Get it, boring, hahaha, ha... I'll get my coat.

I swear I'm not, but how fast is 2x fast? I can watch twitch, YouTube, and download gigabytes worth of onedrive files of games I made in 5-15 minutes on library wifi lol.

True true. Cars are outdated, fast reliable frequent 24/7 public transport is the future. Also not random

I use YouTube premium and Twitch turbo to have no ads at all.

I really hate advertisements. It seems the more I block them, the more offensive they are when one gets through.

Bruh YouTube ads feel like I was called every slur ever made and pissed on by Hitler when my premium expired. Before then, an ad was just another ad.

It's overdone especially decor and furniture. Same with beige, navy blue, black, or other neutral business casual "adult" colors.

First account on lemmy. Banned from reddit

It's so inconsiderate too. If you want to use your voice then use voice-to-text and send a text message.

Work at amazon they hire anyone over 18 regardless of diplomas/degrees etc (at this time they're hiring a lot and quickly! only go to hiring.amazon.com) If you get converted to regular permanent associate they pay your College Tuition and there's more too

Delivery station is the easiest and as someone with lower cognitive ability (ptsd sucks that bad y'all) I can work there easily and it's not overwhelming

Make your own with GameMaker which is free and it'll be locally saved and not online for spies

As a developer I would just make a custom calendar app or just have reminders for every 21st or something

I don't do drugs ever. I do have twenty years of trauma though 🎊

Hopefully I don't have a brain tumor.

I like the cold especially when the snow pelts my face while I ride on an electric scooter

I used to sit a dog who loved sniffing random people's feet lol

They think it's more expensive.

Y'all, Olive Garden and Friday's are as expensive as Chipotle and Popeyes. Stop exclusively celebrating birthdays there and just order takeout whenever.

I'm only looking for people with similar experiences

They are unsettling lol. Except Donkey Kong.

I'm guilty of making that typo but sometimes mobile keyboard adds extra spaces

Hopefully my hobbies and mental health. Hopefully...

I kinda hate doing my hobbies as they were "talented" ones and just about everyone in my life was toxic competitive about it. I was seen as "good" and everyone competed with me. But then they see I'm not good and still hate me for being "better" despite being not good. So improving and unfortunately actually becoming good is just triggering now.

Just randomly thought: I also hate people who seek thrills and extremely "unique" experiences. Like those who own pet chimpanzees, try various drugs to get high, or risk their lives for TikTok.

I hate bananas too. I call them Satan's dick because of how inedible they are and how they ruin anything they're mixed in.

And you're not wrong

"What's the cloud? I don't want anything in the cloud! I don't want to make an account!" then "oh no how can I get my pictures my phone doesn't turn on"

Huge crossover with people who ask "can you help me with this computer thing" then demand "just do it for me!" and never learn to do it on their own.

More climate change. How much? Yes.

I vented about my past. Unfortunately reddit saw me as the abuser and not the victim in the situation, and that I agree with how I was abused. I really can't trust therapists and I hate people remembering me and things about me. I also hate being loved.

TikTok proves it works and keeps people with low attention spans addicted and more likely to watch ads. This should become an unethical practice like pyramid schemes. If your website shows a high percentage of unrelated content, it should be seized by the government.

Lemmy for having a reddit like experience on not-reddit (also advertising seems pointless here so... more genuine users and no chatgpt onlyfans karma farmers?)

YouTube for "TV on demand", Twitch for "live TV". I don't watch TV or movies.

Or dee-boo or even better, debit. "oh I love Taylor Swift's debit album!" bruh what

No, I just don't want them in my life. We can be the bestest of friends, but if you backflip on the top of a tall building, I don't know you anymore.

Just salty about an askr*ddit ban lol

I always want to spite them by evading but they catch me each time

I got banned permanently because of a horrible mental health episode like really I'm not like that 24/7 and my normal post history showed that. Now if I was brand new and said that stuff I think a warning or one week ban is better

Yeah but compared to my normal stuff you'd know I wouldn't primarily post bad stuff. Now if my whole history was trash, then yeah, can me.

Same. I hate how TikTok popularized it for things that have NOTHING to do with yoga or relaxing and so many youtubers copy TikTok either ironically or unironically, and it's hard to escape.

That's MUCH BETTER actually. 3 warnings, then 1 day, and increase the amount of days for each offense.

If you're sweating so much you smell bad and are working less because you're overheated and you're wearing a North Face™ mountain climber ahh jacket in a packed Amazon Delivery Station during peak time where there's like 100k packages being delivered today, yeah, I'm offended as hell.

And... My mother forced me to wear my jacket when shopping as a kid and I'd be overheated and nauseated, and she'd shop for at least six hours, and I wouldn't be allowed to take the jacket off because "we're leaving soon get over it" like you didn't say "soon" three hours ago. I'm offended at people who do that on purpose.

I hate dish towels, period. I only use disposable. I think that's less eco unfriendly than driving so as a person who will never drive I don't see the problem.

EDIT: WROTE MORE INSTEAD OF LESS LMAO YEAH LET ME DO SOMETHING WORSE FOR THE ENVIRONMENT LOL I mean I don't drive so I shouldn't be as eco unfriendly with paper dishes and plastic cutlery also I don't use a dishwasher