industrialdeerfluff

House of Leaves maybe?

Look I usually only lurk because im too anxious but I have to say something.

Your logic is the exact logic my neo nazi family use. (not an exaggeration, I grew up around the klan)

"If they act like an N word, why cant I call them an N word, its not like im racist, i call stupid/criminal/bad whites N words too."

So i think anyone who uses this logic to justify a slurs usage should take a moment for self reflection.

(This is coming from someone who is queer and will use queer slurs only in certain company, in private, where everyone involved is aware and into it. (and even then I get uncomfy, especially when im in a new group and I don't know people and they start throwing words around.))

(Also to add I was one of those "slow" kids who has alot of history with the cruel things my family and others called me.

I don't have a ton to add but I've had problems with eating, some months back a good friend hit me with something like "you want your body to be more feminine shaped yea, your body cant redistribute fat you don't have."

So I've started putting on weight and its all going to my hips and ass xd

On appetite, I've fluctuated between eating way less and having an insatiable appetite, and its definitely alot like first puberty and the body just craving things.

I'm at a year and a half abouts, and its wild to look at my biceps and see the stretch marks from when they were significantly bigger, I was never super athletic but I was naturally stocky. Now i can fit my hand in a pringle can which blows my mind.