You might feel like that now but almost certainly not forever. Growth and progress happen so slowly, making it very difficult to perceive. Comparing yourself to others and their achievements makes it even harder to see and in some cases may even undo growth/progress.

The only fair comparison to make is present you to past you. Sometimes that won’t give you much but sometimes it will and those are good moments.

My hope for you is that you learn to trust yourself and cultivate pride so that one day you realize you’ve been more satisfied with life and can’t be sure when things changed.

Not a thing.

At all costs present only your true little freaky weirdo self in all social situations, flaws and all. If you pretend to be something else to impress, hide what makes you uniquely you, you might meet someone who is okay but one day one of you will realize that your different enough that it won’t work. On your journey of being the real little freaky Kolanaki, plenty of people will pay you no mind and move right along but one day you’ll meet someone like you. Might not be your little freaky weirdo but will give you confidence to be even truer to your little freaky weirdo self. That cycle may keep going for sometime, which will almost certainly result in some new freaky weirdo friends. And then one day you’ll find your own little freaky weirdo and it is at that point, baby, you’ll be cooking with gas.

Smashing Pumpkins - Muzzle

My goodness. It’s a real thing?

I also have Alice in Wonderland Syndrome. Learning that AIWS was a real thing as an adult was shocking and then brought me a great deal of comfort, making me feel less insane.

Now learning about tachysensia i am equally shocked and comforted. It was always very scary when I experienced it as a child and would often happen specifically with my father, who was a difficult and often mentally abusive person. He was scary to begin with but sometimes his movements would become faster than a human should be able to move and he would be so much louder than anything else which made me so much more afraid.

I can’t believe this is a real thing. Absolutely amazing.

Me too only mine were much dirtier.

While this may not be true for all, it rings try for me as well.

Because he just found out what’s for dinner…

Absolutely mind blowing.

Awesome awesome. Thanks, ren.

Curious how you compile this list. Are you using one source or pulling from a handful? I get AllMusic’s “new this week” list but always looking for more resources to inform me of new music releases.

Have you listened to much from your list so far? Anything stand out? I’m excited for Guided by Voices (discovered them in college browsing the cd section at the city library).

See the value in doing nothing.

Yes

Who is that with the monkey? It’s a familiar face.

Talking Heads - This Must Be The Place (Naive Melody)