What about "That kid inhert his wealth from his dad and do nothing while i have to work paycheck to paycheck"

So, most user are passive user. Maybe they leave because nothing interesting.

One another hypothesis is that the stats is not count fully as some instance was not up to the task, slow, ... So the now stat is under-count

Try to exhause another side, you will feel better. If your mind is exhaused, then try to run, jumping (rope), pump up your heart rate. THen your mind become clear.

If your muscle is exhause, then sit down and read, use your mind, to forget your body is broken as fuck

very helpful resource, thank you

Get some exercise. Start with few km walk daily. Then Do running and gym.