[Daily thread] How are you doing today? 30-11-2023

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Woke up early so now I’m laying in bed and listening to the rain. I’ve been kind of in between days with all the overtime I have been working.

I love lying or sitting and listening to the rain. Ok I also love deliberately walking in the rain if it’s warm enough out. Ok yeah I just like rain apparently. the sound is just so soothing.

Work has been tough. I'm miserable 9-6, 6 days a week. But I didn't want to abandon them during the busy season so I'm just hanging in there for now. Only two more weeks until I get my Christmas bonus then I'm giving my two-week notice.

Doing okay otherwise. Glad I have a supportive husband who has taken on kitchen and laundry duties since I've been so busy.

Getting over a breakup by trying to keep myself busy and not facing my thoughts much. It’s not healthy I know. I will eventually.

Honestly I think I've finally come to realize that I'm just bored of life, tired of existing. Iunno what I'll do with my life anymore and I don't even know if I care to figure out something to do. Tryin'a keep this at least somewhat lighthearted, skirting some details here but like

I'm just tired of it all. Iunno, man.

There have been a lot of days recently where I just want to take a month off from "Adulting". Not just a month off from my job, but paying bills, shopping, all those little things you have to do to continue existing. I want to work on personal projects, volunteer, play games, relax...

I'm really sorry you feel this way. I hope the apathy fades away and you find joy in life. Take care of yourself, and get help if you need it.

I'm hanging in there. House is a mess, because we just got fumigated for termites. The garage door is broken. We don't have heat right now (thank goodness we live in a warm climate). But I'm still so thankful for what I have. Spouse has been such a help through all this.