Correct, why would you share your personal details on a public forum?
School
Job
Married
Kids
Retrenched
Cancer
Remission
What now?
Hobbies? Travel? Construct the revolution?
Yes, thank you, trying to work out what I can and want to do with the strength and energy left over after chemo.
Seriously though, is there something you're actually looking to do once youve got your strength back? Cancer sucks
Foreward
Back in the day
I fell in love with a member of the stupid slut club
That went as well as one would guess
Epilogue
In the closet and out of the closet
Horrible childhood to teen which ends with mother's suicide, homelessness, graduated high school.
Post school, retail management, dating, marriage. Fandom
Marriage, fatherhood, unemployment, writing, BBS, IT training, re employment in retail management
Start of IT career, fandom event management
Then 9/11 happened, life went to shit, more fandom management, first novel published
Running an event corporation, second novel published
Wife's death, a desert wasteland of malaise, Trump elected lost just b because of him, retirement from running event corporation
Dating again, start working from home, remarriage, health problems fixing up.
So... Here we are.
When I was happy
Now
Cold old house with memories about white cats, whipping sticks and aluminium candy wrappers
Burning the old house
Cat is my only friend but it has fleas and I slept on the livingroom floor because mice were making noise inside the roof and I was scared
Alone but books, except that one time when I was napping and uninvited people came over
When the periods came I was never ready and at that moment my childhood ended
Moving away and back again and again, why won't you just separate?
I got a pair of fancy new shoes but others bullied me and I never wore them again
Finally that shitshow ended and I'm on my own
Years of angry and alternative truths
Years of realization and actual truths
What the hell am I supposed to do now?
Darkness has settled but I can't and the neighbours are banging doors and it sounds like shooting
Finally something good
And then people and animals die
What the hell am I supposed to do now? Pt. 2
I would probably split it pretty broadly. Pre parents divorce was a great time. Once my parents divorced and changing schools at the worst time really aet me behind socially and I never really found who to be and was generally an unhappy person. Once I went to community college, I learned what I loved and found my intrinsic motivation from within. Post college has been nothing but a success as I continue to be myself, found an awesome wife, bought a house, started a family, and continue an upward trajectory.
Chapter 1: early childhood pre parents divorce (0-9)
Chapter 2: childhood to teenage years (10-18)
Chapter 3: college, finding myself, and becoming an individual (18-22)
Chapter 4: job success, family success, and true happiness (23-32)
Chapter 5: starting a family (33+)
I've heard an interesting idea that life is broken into 12 year agreements segments. It's not a bad idea.
Hmm, interesting, I'll try it. Here are my chapter titles.
Ignorance is bliss.
Loneliness and anger.
How to ruin your life with one simple marriage.
Growth, healing, and self-discovery.
How I became an ethical billionaire.
Haha, jk about 5, I'm still in chapter 4 and there's no such thing as an ethical billionaire.
[The Lost Years 1~5][The Hard Times 5~23][The Dark Night of the Soul 23~30][The Golden Goddess 30~present]
I finally made it to the good part! Damn, it's kinda sad when you lay it all out like that. But I'm thriving now!
Indoctrination and Loneliness
The World Wide Web, Part 1: Infamy
An Intermission Involving Copious Amounts of Drugs
The Swift Fall
Obsessions and Objectification
A Solitary Investigation Into What It Means to be Content
The World Wide Web, Part 2: Success
The Heartbreak Kid Rides Again
International Man of Mystery
I read before that you live your life through your 20s and 30s like you usually do and then you’ll get a life changing diagnosis.
So with that in mind I’d say pre diagnosis and post.
Birth to school
First day of school to my first relationship
The chapter where I meet the people who still matter to me and dedicate time to them.
More school, troublemaking galore.
Post-graduation to modern day, this chapter might end tomorrow since tomorrow is my birthday.
so early can't tell difference between memory and realistic dream
I would only cut my life into pieces as a last resort
Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, and Chapter 11.
Correct, why would you share your personal details on a public forum?
Hobbies? Travel? Construct the revolution?
Yes, thank you, trying to work out what I can and want to do with the strength and energy left over after chemo.
Seriously though, is there something you're actually looking to do once youve got your strength back? Cancer sucks
In the closet and out of the closet
So... Here we are.
I would probably split it pretty broadly. Pre parents divorce was a great time. Once my parents divorced and changing schools at the worst time really aet me behind socially and I never really found who to be and was generally an unhappy person. Once I went to community college, I learned what I loved and found my intrinsic motivation from within. Post college has been nothing but a success as I continue to be myself, found an awesome wife, bought a house, started a family, and continue an upward trajectory.
Chapter 1: early childhood pre parents divorce (0-9) Chapter 2: childhood to teenage years (10-18) Chapter 3: college, finding myself, and becoming an individual (18-22) Chapter 4: job success, family success, and true happiness (23-32) Chapter 5: starting a family (33+)
I've heard an interesting idea that life is broken into 12 year agreements segments. It's not a bad idea.
Hmm, interesting, I'll try it. Here are my chapter titles.
Ignorance is bliss.
Loneliness and anger.
How to ruin your life with one simple marriage.
Growth, healing, and self-discovery.
How I became an ethical billionaire.
Haha, jk about 5, I'm still in chapter 4 and there's no such thing as an ethical billionaire.
[The Lost Years 1~5][The Hard Times 5~23][The Dark Night of the Soul 23~30][The Golden Goddess 30~present]
I finally made it to the good part! Damn, it's kinda sad when you lay it all out like that. But I'm thriving now!
I read before that you live your life through your 20s and 30s like you usually do and then you’ll get a life changing diagnosis.
So with that in mind I’d say pre diagnosis and post.
Birth to school
First day of school to my first relationship
The chapter where I meet the people who still matter to me and dedicate time to them.
More school, troublemaking galore.
Post-graduation to modern day, this chapter might end tomorrow since tomorrow is my birthday.